Lately, I have had a lot of people apologize to me for the way they've treated me in the past. Some I can tell are sincere, some are most definitely not, and some I just don't know. I don't know what has brought people to apologize to me lately, but I appreciate the ones who truly mean it. The hormonal side of me is just angry that there even needs to be apologies, but I know there is nothing I can do but forgive and move on.
This pregnancy seems to be going very well...and I pray and pray that it continues to do so. I just want my baby to be healthy and in my arms alive and well when the time comes. I think Adam is getting to the point where he is hopeful for this pregnancy and is actually started to get excited :)
I have to say...I am SO THANKFUL for my job. It gets tiring with pregnancy and school also in my life, but it has definitely helped my sanity immensely. Pregnancy may make me tired, but I try my best to push through it and just remind myself to pay attention to my limits.
I still miss home. I miss my friends, my family, and everything I know and love. The only thing that makes it bearable is to know this situation is not forever. The idea of Adam and I having to stay here possibly another two years is daunting, but I believe it will all be ok...and we pray that God directs us where to go from here.
I just pray for my husband. God knows why. My heart hurts for him and I want him to feel at peace.
Anyway, a little short and not so amazing but this is the end of this update.
"chin up! This too shall pass!"
